Cycle 6/Month 8

So I started spotting last night (5/31) it was very very light so I didn't think that much of it. But I woke up this morning with AF.. UGH WTF? why can't I fucking get pregnant.. stupid stupid... SO NOW we're on MONTH 8. and cycle 6 (I hate long cycles can't get anything right)

Well I got a ClearBlue Easy Fertility Monitor (CBEFM) so I'll be using that this cycle. I reset the memory and started it up this morning so that's all set to go.. hopefully that works because I'm seriously starting to lose hope that it'll ever happen..